"electric milk heaven" said the sign on the side of the road

 So, uhhh these posts just keep getting further apart, huh? I guess I'll give you an update on life. I've been feeling better lately, although my mind is still a washing machine of thoughts. Much less lonely, thanks to my slowly-improving communication skills and also (and mostly) my new friend. I say "new" as if the friendship hasn't been slowly brewing for several months, but it has been more obvious lately since we actually hang out now. Honestly, I'm actually feeling lots of complicated things about it that I still need to sort out.

Anyways, sorry I don't have a drawing to contribute this time; just another poem.

My hand shakes
My body quakes
The world keeps moving.
The world keeps moving.
The world keeps moving.

It's about how even when you're in pain, distressed, anxious, whatever, time won't stop and things will always move forward. Maybe this is good, maybe this is bad. Either way, the world keeps moving, with or without you.

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